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Room
02:53
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2. |
Crocodile Fears
05:30
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Is this where we belong?
Didn't stop to think, what if I’m wrong?
Our bodies embrace the world
While this resolution unfolds
A rising action, predestined fate
An unknown threshold, supernatural aid
Was it my desire to be right or a fear to embrace the light?
Was this all part of the plan?
I’m a bit partial to believing again
What’s the true moral compass of man?
We’re encountering our own ephemerality
The world’s too complex, only answers I can see
Make me believe
What’s left when what we loved has gone?
I’m just trying to please you, appease you
Leave you all alone, alone
Parallel, harmonies
Nietzsche, Socrates
Was this all part of the plan?
I’m a bit partial to believing again
What’s the true moral compass of man?
We’re questioning our existentiality
Is this where my mind begins?
A sin is a sin is a sin is a sin
Oh how, could I achieve such bliss?
And then to wonder, why I exist
Oh how, could I achieve such bliss?
And then to wonder, why I exist
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3. |
Rollercoaster Jumpsuit
05:23
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Push it into my veins, needles leave dark stains
Body becomes a brick, never been this sick
There’s no way you’d ever know
Just how far I’m willing to go
Yell at me while I’m lying here, ‘till they give the all clear
Tell me things about my body man ‘cause I have no fear
Third times the charm for depression, ‘till they answer all my questions
How many times have you done this man, I have a confession
No one knows I found a reason to hope
Botched sutures, aim the blame
Meet a pretty nurse, makes me feel worse
Rip me into shreds, sell all of my pieces to science
Get me hooked on this shit, makes me recommit
Having faith in myself, when there’s no one else
It’s nice to keep nearby, it’s nice it gets me high
Stop me, stop me from bleeding, I should, I should be healing
I won’t, you don’t know,
Keep stabbing my skin, keep stabbing my skin, until it’s in
Yell at me while I’m lying here, ‘till they give the all clear
Tell me things about my body man ‘cause I have no fear
Third times the charm for depression, ‘till they answer all my questions
How many times have you done this man, I have a confession
No one knows, I found a reason to hope
Bathe me in a sea of feeling
A pain I’ve felt so long
Decisions, embrace them
Was there more I could have done?
(Isolation, your creation)
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4. |
Face of a Mountain
04:09
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Fuck with me while I’m tripping, might find that I’m losing
This place in despair, I’ll eat my girl’s hair
Subject self-identity, I ain't got no strategy
Deeper meanings, false-hope feelings
This might be my last call, I’m real good at ski-ball
Intertwined context, Calvin Klein, subtext
Attaching just to separate, this shit better alleviate
Reality-testing medicine, my own sense-perception
Is this comparative mythology?
And was it all worthwhile?
You’re sitting alone, minding your own
Gaps in space, between thoughts
They aren't yours, they’ll never be yours
My own sense-perception, got Leo’d, inception
Can’t wait ‘till I’m home again
A transitioned win, looks like there’s something here
A view to my other sin, that’s been my biggest fear
Catch a flower in full bloom, blossomed before my eyes
It makes me nervous too, an undeserving witness to a life
My own sense-perception, got Leo’d, inception
Can’t wait ‘till I’m home
No one’s around to talk me down
No one comes out the same
My own sense-perception, got Leo’d, inception
Can’t wait ‘till I’m home
Don’t talk about, when we were together
I placed my mines, I’m aware of the weather
Does this compare, to your other endeavors?
I sat by, watched my soul destroyed
I’m own worst nightmare, who even am I?
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5. |
Downcast
04:44
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Gone so soon
Life has no light without you
Take your time, I’ll be alright
I remember painting in your room
I'm drowning in the space that you left
Doesn’t begin to describe
A room alive, a life destroyed
No beating heart, inside a space so dark
A mother’s depression, a long life ahead
Now 12 years gone, we try and move on
This boy sits by, his mother cries
God, save me from this nightmare
This horror you brought me
He just looked on by, in complete disdain
While this suffering was met with more rain
Take your time, I’ll be alright
I remember painting in your room
What if your happiest was in your past?
I’m frigid, I’m cold; I’m dying alone
Shadow in my mind, I didn't pray enough
Take your time, take your time
I didn't pray enough, pray enough
Take your time, take your time
You weren't meant for this world
Take your time, I’ll be alright
I remember painting in your room
What if your happiest was in your past?
I’m frigid, I’m cold; I’m dying alone
Shadow in my mind, I didn't pray enough
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6. |
Eigengrau
01:10
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7. |
Old Soul Syndrome
05:22
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I’m a simple visionary idealist,
With a lot of temporary desire for success,
Seems to always be a curiosity as to why,
These intentions couldn’t possibly be anymore solidified,
Focused on and wandered off in search of sight,
Maybe I’m not good enough for this kind of bright light,
Sun radiates on my skin cause I still yearn,
Instead of reaching for passions I’ll know what it means to burn
Self-reflection mixed with alcohol (I almost caught you),
I saved myself by avoiding the fall (I almost caught you believing in me),
Misdirection’s make for fond farewells (I almost caught you),
Should we say we threw away the dreams ourselves? (I almost caught you believing in me)
Old buildings and worn brick walls, young people inside,
Caffeine that caps our youth, what more could we hide?
Jealousy strikes the closest hearts, but I’m not the type,
Someone else got the forbidden fruit, what’s it supposed to taste like?
Question my everything, mistrust in decency,
I used to call you my friend, I think I’m trying my best,
And is anybody worried at all, I don’t think so,
That their dreams might be nothing at all, I won’t believe no,
Gave up my devotion, the notion was stolen from me,
Gave up in believing, achieving is nothing
Self-reflection mixed with alcohol (I almost caught you),
I saved myself by avoiding the fall (I almost caught you believing in me),
Misdirection’s make for fond farewells (I almost caught you),
Should we say we threw away the dreams ourselves? (I almost caught you believing in me)
I guess we’re full on the illusions we sold, I guess we’re full on the illusions we sold,
I guess we’re full on the illusions we sold, I guess we’re full on the illusions we sold to ourselves
Take one look, did we miss our chance?
Safe and sound in my mind,
These beliefs won’t make it to light
Self-reflection mixed with alcohol (I almost caught you),
I saved myself by avoiding the fall (I almost caught you believing in me),
Misdirection’s make for fond farewells (I almost caught you),
Should we say we threw away the dreams ourselves? (I almost caught you believing in me)
I guess we’re full on the illusions we sold, I guess we’re full on the illusions we sold,
I guess we’re full on the illusions we sold, I guess we’re full on the illusions we sold to ourselves
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8. |
Bues Cues
05:10
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We give the same speech
Is this really letting go?
You only like me when I’m inebriated (inebriated)
How am I supposed to know?
Ooo, don’t hesitate
Oh, heavenly affection, it’s such a tease
Where do we go from here? That couldn't be more clear
Oh, jealous the illusion, I love the taste,
Something is wrong, this moment has gone,
Show me some empathy
You never said why
I feel like an afterthought
I’ll sing for you, just this once (just this once)
Wish I could play your heart strings one more time
Ooo, I’m desperately yours
We lie to ourselves
Forget the reasons why
Come to me, I miss you now
Maybe we could talk somehow
Late night calls don’t go down well
Lonely halls, dreams of dependencies
You never said why
Wish we’d talk more, but you’re seeing some guy
Late night lovers remind (remind)
Talking emotions, I need you by my side
My body is sensitive, my vision has gone
Our hearts are so tinder, how could we move on?
How could we move on?
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9. |
Coquette
03:59
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Stop, wait awhile, how’ve you been?
How did you end up where you are?
Suddenly, violently
And with complete disdain
Lie awake, question why
Did I think this through at all?
Finally, cowardly
You feared it far too long
Did you change the way you look at me?
It’s something new, I’m not used to
Stop, wait awhile, how’ve you been?
How did you end up where you are?
Eagerly, longingly
With a desire to waste away
For here, for now
I might despair
Where to move? Who to choose?
I’ll have to show you how I feel
Did you care at all?
Did you change the way you look at me?
It’s something new, I’m not used to,
Something’s here beside me, must be the hypocrisy
I just wanna feel the love you have in store
I can read your lies, you can’t ignore
I just wanna watch you burn
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10. |
Honeymoon
04:06
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Am I indifferent? Are you irate?
Your mind is an enigma, let me cogitate
Our lives, in depth derives
Consolation from an act that has us splitting at our sides
Is there justice, for judgments so strong?
Maybe if we knew what we’d done was wrong
Are you staying? Should I work on my phrasing?
Is this even worth saving? Blegh!
Your envious voice was all a choice made not by those
Who would oppose, juxtapose without contrast
Might have a plan to understand your feelings
Only if you reprieve your actions
I see the sunken face of a man I used to call my friend
In time I’ve been blinded by your paradox of idolizing
You’re spinning your wheels and you’re not phased at all
I must insist, I must insist, I must insist, I don’t like this
Read a bible, run some miles
Hit a slope, do some coke
Visit places, leave me faceless
Fuck a mime, shoot a guy
Locust, no vest, shit coming outta my chest
Mapquest, out west, who’s the uninvited guest?
Infest, expressed, always saying how I need rest
You’re blessed, I jest, ask yourself now who’s best dressed?
Despite the things you've said to me
I know that’s how you really feel
Is this hypocrisy?
Cause I might like to satisfy these preconceived notions of me
Is this confrontation?
You keep on wounding yourself now that there’s no one else
Our honeymoon is all but gone
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11. |
Nomads
06:03
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Is this where we’re supposed to be?
I got addicted to this fast
Am I still who I was before?
Our happiest was in the past
Were we able to touch our dreams?
You couldn't possibly move on
And change the way you looked at me?
Our honeymoon is all but gone
Fuck displacement, fuck a livelihood
Have you noticed we’re all addicted to attention?
These ridiculed strategies we choose,
Make living our lives so much harder, think we could live longer?
You walk taller, watched your dreams get smaller
Can’t comprehend or understand these distractions
My hair’s longer, numbers got larger, could we hold a recount?
Help guide me through a vast ocean of you,
Let’s go back to the way things were
Let’s go back to the way things never were
All these words apply
Do you still hold tight to the feelings you fronted?
Cause in my mind, that’s what I thought, I wished, I wanted
With a taste of illusion and the beauty of bliss
Did we ever find out how we choose to exist?
Help guide me through a vast ocean of you
We were left here all alone, made to live on sand and stone
Everyone you love has left with everything you own
I destroyed the world, I destroyed the world
so you would love it more, you would love it more
I destroyed the world, I destroyed the world
so you would love it more, you would love it more
I destroyed the world, I destroyed the world
so you would love it more, you would love it more
I destroyed the world, I destroyed the world
so you would love it more, you would love it more
I destroyed the world, I destroyed the world
so you would love it more, you would love it more
Our lives aren't over, they’re just brand new
Did time seem slower when I was with you?
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